confuse

sometimes kite akan rase bosan.
sometimes kite akan rase it just ain't enuf..
sometimes kite akan rase ingin mencuba benda baru..
sometimes...
but if we think everything all over again... if we think rationally and wisely... that 'sometimes' is merely our own desires that will never be enuf..
i had dis feeling before and i have it right now.. AGAIN.
trying my best not to fall into dis desires..
putting myself back into where it suppose to be..
confuse??
kinda..
trying to convince myself dat what i have rite now is enuf.. i dun need changes.. no, not right now..
why dis happened?? dun ask.. i dun have the answer..
what am i writting dis about?? dun ask... i dun want to answer..
i just want to express my confussion.. dats all..