wish me luck -_=

well... believe it or not...
i have futsal tournament dis evening!!!!!
i represent my department.. we've been practicing really hard... n our coaches are the best coaches ever!!!
we hope for the best insyaAllah...
wish me luck,k???:P

poligami...

pak su kesayangan kitorang adek beradek (sebab bagi banyak duit raye) dah kawin lain!!!! no... umur die dah lebih kurang 55 tahun n auntie baru kitorang umo 30-an... maybe same age with my oldest sister... n dis marriage is not fully blessed by all the family... family kitorang belah kluang ramai yang boikot... for me and my family, we are neutral... my family went to the ceremony this afternoon which took place in masjid wilayah.. but i dun join my family coz i've work to do.. but when i asked my sisters... "Weyh.. macam mane pengantin pompuan?? Lawa x??" they just smile or i could say smirking smile kinda thing... they asked me to look at the picture taken...
and when i see the pictures............
"Owh... hmmm..." hahahaha...
nak cakap lawa x la... nak cakap hodoh pun x... she looks like liza hanim kot.. hitam2 manis gitu..
n she looks young!!!! my uncle hair is already white but his wife??? goshh....
suddenly i think about his first wife... Our auntie narimah... how is she rite now... she went to indonesia... but still, how is her feeling?? will she cry?? i mean... they've been married for sooooooo long.. they have one grandchild oledi...
n looking at the gift my family got from the ceremony.. "Nora <3 Ma'arof "... Waaaaaaa..... i feel like i'm going to puke...
i've said before me n my family are neutral but still, in a way i do feel uneasy about dis...but, the wedding has been a success... may Allah blessed the whole family.... after all, uncle atim is still our uncle no matter what..:)

confuse

sometimes kite akan rase bosan.
sometimes kite akan rase it just ain't enuf..
sometimes kite akan rase ingin mencuba benda baru..
sometimes...
but if we think everything all over again... if we think rationally and wisely... that 'sometimes' is merely our own desires that will never be enuf..
i had dis feeling before and i have it right now.. AGAIN.
trying my best not to fall into dis desires..
putting myself back into where it suppose to be..
confuse??
kinda..
trying to convince myself dat what i have rite now is enuf.. i dun need changes.. no, not right now..
why dis happened?? dun ask.. i dun have the answer..
what am i writting dis about?? dun ask... i dun want to answer..
i just want to express my confussion.. dats all..

special for my AZUAN SHAH..

hubby!!!! happy birthday!!!! i know you're busy and i'm kinda busy too...:P just wanna be the first one to wish to you although ur birthday is actually tomorrow... hahahaha... i really want to see u dis weekend...:( neway, dis is just a piece of ur present!!! love u always...

You're not alone, together we stand,

I'll be by your side, u know i'll take ur hand,

when it gets cold and it feels like the end,

there's no place to go, u know i won't give in,

no, i won't give in.

Keep holding on,

Cause u know we'll make it through, we'll make it through,

Just stay strong,

Cause u know i'm here for u, i'm here for u,

There's nothing u could say, nothing u could do,

There's no other way when it comes to the truth,

So keep holding on,

Cause u know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away, I wish u were here,

before it's too late this could all disappear,

before the door's closed and it comes to an end,

with u by my side i will fight and defend,

i'll fight and defend.

Hear me when i say when i say, i believe,

nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny,

whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly.

happy birthday hubby!!!

it's not a good sign..

why on earth did i feel dis?? recently, my adrenaline keep on rushing in... i dun know why but i think it's not a good sign.. i will go back to uia i know dat.. but i dun think it is the reason behind all these... there must be something wrong... maybe my system already broke down.. (joking.. minta dijauhkan..) is it because of my final training report?? nah.. i already settle dat one.. waarrghhhhhhhh... i need my doctor now.. i dun like dis feeling... i dun want dis!!!!! hope it will fade away soon... can't wait to study and become busy again.. maybe dats the only way to make this feeling go away..

pejam mate. jgn bace post ni..

saye sepatutnye menulis report industrial training yang perlu disiapkan dgn kadar segera..
tapi kenape saye tulis report kat dlm blog??
kenape saye dok edit2 blog saye ni??
kenape saye kluar tadi??
kenape saye dok msg2 orang ni??
owh.. saye tau kenape...
sebab saye dapat softcopy orang lain punye report..
shhh.. saye dah cakap jangan bace post ni..
skarang korang pun dah berkongsi dosa sebab berkomplot same... hahahahahaha...