it's too early...

tommorrow i'll be attending my cousin's wedding.. she's the same age as me.. and she's getting married tomorrow!!! waa... not fair.. how come she can get married and i'm not.. i'm still studying.. yes... but she is too!!!!! the difference is that her husband-to be is working and my husband-to-be is still studying... lucky her.. eventhough she is the fourth in the family, but she is the first to get married.. hebatla.. neway, selamat pengantin baru to husna and her husband-to-be.. according to my plan, i will be married at age between 26 or 27.. lol.. so many years to go.. neway, just want to inform everybody that this monday is our (Liyana + Azuan Shah) 7th anniversary!!! Yay!! But due to the very-tight-budget, we agree to postponed the celebration.. untill we have plenty of money.. ntah bile la tu..:(
till then.. buzz out~

dunno

wa.... next week i have to represent my group for group presentation.. it's about how to practice amar makruf nahi munkar.. well.. it's an islamic studies..
i think i have no problem in presenting but the thing is, i dun like the q&a session afterwards... the student in my class love to ask questions.. and they are law students..(menyampah) they like to show off to other student that they can speak and debate fluently... (double menyampah) and their voice tone is soooo irritating, like the whole class want to hear what they are saying.. (plzzz.. class is class, not court) engineering student like me dunno how to elaborate things.. we only know how to simplify the words into point forms.. i think law students are better in words..
till then.. c ya next time..

lOvE mE Or hAtE mE..

i've been longing to write about this.. but it just couldn't be said infront of people, even in my own blog.. but now after awhile.. i thought about this all over again.. who cares!! dis is my blog and i could write wutever i want..

there are a lot of people out there who dun really enjoy what i'm doing.. like the way i communicate, the way i dress, the way i live my life..

you cannot blame me for being blur and sometimes unemotional.. there are times that my mind is somewhere else that i dun pay attention to what you are saying.. but please dun make fun of it.. just imagine people called you by "lembap" for so many times.. what will you feel?? so please.. there are sayings that said if you called people by any bad names for 40 times.. it will really happen.. and one more things i lead a simple and normal life.. you can say about all your branded things.. but actually i dun really care!! i will only buy things that i find it nice for me.. i dun buy the name of the brands.. so if sometimes you brag about anything.. i dun have any interest at all.. so please stop..

i know i already put on so many weight.. and my clothes are getting tighter.. well, can you give me times!! i have the intention to change my style.. before this i wear tshitrs that are not fully covered my b*** (upper part of legs..) but now i'm planning to wear long shirt.. but i have a very tight budget right now.. so, please give me times.. and dun put high expectations.. eventhough i want to change my style, i will stick with my perspectives of fashion.. i will only wear shirts that i think suits my personality.. and one more thing.. don't put me under pressure by saying, "liyana, watch the way you dress.." if you are my mom.. then it is ok..

hmm.. sometimes i went back to my campus at night.. if my family is ok with that, why should you worried so much.. i really appreciate with the concerns.. but i have reason to do so.. i miss my family so much and by coming back late to campus, i could spend more time with them.. even 1 hour is really meaningful.. at least i could have dinner with them.. and i dun like people to intefere my life with my family.. if my parents says ok, then it is ok.. you don't need to say anything.. tq..

glad i met them..

today i went to a wedding ceremony with my boyfren.. i met all his frens.. before this i only hear stories about them.. not a bad one, but a simple one.. like.. "saye pinjam kete boy.." i wonder who is boy... and "piah ajar saye nak buat CAD".. wonder who is piah.. but only in one day i can see their faces all in one time.. hmm... i dun know how to xplain this feeling.. it's like i understand more about my boyfren.. whom he be friended with.. it makes me feel like i am in his other side of life.. nevertheless i felt a little ackward.. seeing girls and boys mingle around like there are no gaps between them.. i am a bit shocked by seeing a girl at the same age as me sit in one chair with her boy- friend.. there are other vacant seat.. plenty of them.. but she chose to share a seat with the boy who is only her classmate..(not more than that) and she wears hijab.. i dunno whether this is normal or not.. maybe i am not used to this kind of relationship.. neway other than that girl, i like my boyfren's friends.. they are so funny and does not make me stiff sitting at the table.. hehehe..:)

air mineral,air mineral!!!

yay!! i already found a way to earn some xtra money... by selling mineral water.. 80 cents each.. hehehe.. now i feel released.. i can pay my phone bill without any groans.. i have xtra pocket money.. (becoz this 2 months i'm having a short sem.. ptptn will not give anything.. n i will not burden my parents to give me xtra money:) i can fill pak tam tank without any hesitation..
alhamdulillah..
but there are many things i want to buy... iskiskisk...nafsu je 2.. abaikan..
i'm thinking to save the money for hari raya preparation too... hehehe..