jom pg kursus kawen!!!

yay!! sabtu n ahad minggu depan me n azuan akan pg kursus kawen!!! yeehaaa!!!

kursus kawen ni buat kat uia.. it is open to everybody n it's cheaper than any other place offered... RM 45/person.. kitorang bukan ape.. just nak kan sijil die je... sijil seumur hidup.. alang2 aku dah final sem ni kan...

but dun get me wrong... kami x de pape plan untuk kawen.. just ambik kursus je, okkk??? kursus start pkul 7.45 pg sampai 5 petang... lame siott... that means i will produce a lot of "eye shit"..... ngahahahaha... hope kursus ni best... i'm looking forward to it!!! till then..

sebelum naik sem baru...

orang len sibuk pg daftar nak masuk sem baru, aku lak sibuk pg cuti kat terengganu... bagus2.... first day sem baru terpakse la aku korbankan... neway, ni ade skit photo.. kat fb pun dah letak sbenarnye.. tapi saje nak letak lagi ... wahahahahaha.....

pantai ni sangat bahaya untuk mandi.. pasir die serius jerlus....

nadia, nabila n me..

mak n ayah... mak mmg x ske bergambar.. harap maklum.. :)

sempat lagi nak setting tripod tu...

ni kapal nelayan kot...

itu je la gambar yang aku nak post... petang ni kene balik uia dah... semalam aku dah tuang kelas..

sem baru ni aku punye credit sket gile... 12 je... best btul... tapi tula.. Final year project x siap lagi... so aku kene banyak lepak kat lab la pas ni... k r... adiusss...

cuti = jolly = happy gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!

wahhh.... enak sungguh perasaan berchoti ni.... it has been almost 1 week n only now i got the chance to update my blog.. bukannye sebab x dapat access the net, tapi internet dirumah ini terlampau laju sehingga x de mase nak update blog... wahahahaha... mane x nye, 24/7 dok hadap youtube... the signal is excellent!!! x payah tggu loading... hebat x?? thanks to my dad... die baru activatekan balik wifi kat rumah ni... so, aku pun dok hadapla kumpulan korea favourite aku ni... 2pm... they are too handsome and i can't resist!!!! hari ni baru update blog coz sume program yang ade 2pm ni aku dah habis tgk... selain tgk bebudak ni, aku pun ade gak jejalan... i feel like buying new specs and there you go my dear money... aku beli spec baru... mahal gile weyh.... i didn't expect it to be sooooooooooooooo damn expensive.. aku budget 400 je... last2...???? another rm600 is being cut from my asb account...ape nak buat... rabun aku ni makin lame makin teruk... the price of the spec itself is not too high but the lenses!!! dah la rabun, silau pun tinggi gak.. pastu x kan aku nak pakai kanta yang stok tebal nak mampus tu.. of course i have to choose the thinnest lenses... makin thin the lens makin mahal la... adui aii.. next interesting story... well, my sis (nadia) has landed to malaysia... wahh.. ape lagi..aku pun tuntut hadiah la... heheheheh.. dapat la beg satu... chantekk.....:)

hmmm... stakat ni tu je la kot major stories aku time choti ni... patutnye aku naik sem baru 11 hb dec.... tapi aku saje nak balik awal.. maybe 1 dec kot.. i have to do my final year project, the earlier i start, the better coz there are so many red tapes!!!! kene pg lab tu la, lab ni la.... baik aku start awal.. tapi perkare yang paling menakutkan adela, i will spent a lot of my time in xrd lab... habisla... lepas ni kalo muke akau agak2 nampak tua tu, paham2 jela eh.. terkene radiasi la kot...(mintak dijauhkan)..hhahahahaha... alrite folks.. dats all 4 today.. c u letta...;P

i'm dead.... meatball dead.........

whooaahhh.... i never think dat final year is dis damn hard....... God help me...... Mak please understand..... syukur dat all the damn hard projects have been submitted and presented... except for onee... i skip one presentation.. teeheee!!! hahahahah... but the most killing project is the Final Year Project... tq to Dr. Raihan, Dr. Suryanto, Dr. Hadi and also Assoc. Prof. Dr. Agus Geter..... thanks for the piles of questions that u guys bombarded me with.... (9$%$^TVY&**$#%$#) anyway, projects gone... now there are tonnes of exams await me in this coming 2 weeks... hye exams... i love u guys... can't wait to see u.. ($^%VY*&*) but, to tell u the truth i dun feel anything at all... just come here exams.. i will answer the questions with full of redha... yeah... that's the word.. REDHA... coz i think i'm already dead....

annual graduation dinner @ de'villa hotel

sekitar konvo azuan

I'M HAPPY FOR HIM...:)

rindunyer...

last wednesday my old frens came to my house.. frens from my primary school.... time darjah 6 dulu.. tawfeq, azim (if i'm not mistaken.. sorry~_~ can't really remember),im,faiz n ariff.. actually we're not very close during school times.. hahahaha... so, bile berbual x de benda sgt la nak cakap.. luckily imran (my nephew) ade... n he makes the tense situation to happier situation.. but i really glad to see them.. they have grew taller.... hahaha..
last night, my frens from secondary called.. Saleh.. n he said he is on his way to my house.. what makes me even more happy is annur and sucy came along.. waaaa.... so long since i've last seen them.. saleh is now working in klia, annur is taking acca, sucy has just graduated... then, we went to raihana's house.. she is really differnt now.. she become really talkactive...but, i like her changes.. we chit-chatting untill midnight.. wow.. i really had a great time with them..
i'm actually looking forward to seeing my best fren during standard 1 till 5... ramlah.. she is married, and i think she already got a child.. well, she said she will come.. n i really want to see her.. miss her so much!!!

my first raye!!

love x jadi!!!!



laila n her family!! affan comel sgt pakai songkok!!:)



lemang, ketupat,rendang daging, sambal kacang n lodeh... yummy..:)



ni je yang ade... nadiah kat australia, norli n family kat johor..

hari ni hari raye kedua... x de pape akiviti pun.. 2 yaang sempat upload gambar.. esok baru kitorang balik johor... yay!!!:)

selamat hari raye!!

dear readers,
apologize me for all the wrongdoings that i've done...
all the things that i've said in this blog..
but i guess i really need to apologize to my hubby..
it seems that i've written so many bad things about you lately.. weee~~~~
i was being silly and childish... i'm so sorry...
neway, happy hari raye everyone.. may this coming syawal will bring a lot of hapiness and joy!!!

i got you..

A place to crash
I got u
No need to ask
I got u
Just got on the phone
I got u
Come and pick u up
If i have to

What's weird about it
Is we're right at the end
Ain't mad about it
Just figured it out in my head
I'm proud to say
I got u

go ahead and say goodbye
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when u need a place
to run to
for better or worse
i got u

In falling apart of
Let's be bigger than that
and remember
that holding out
don't mean you're alone
we'll both survive this
no drama no need for a show
just wanna say
i got u

benci..

currently i'm not in the mood to speak to anybody except him..

but like usual, HE IS NOT THERE.

fine, what a pathetic life...

now, i dun feel like talking to anyone including him

-_-"

saya rase x sehat..

hidung berlari...

baju raye!!!!

yay!! i can't wait for this coming hari raya... we got two additional members in our family.. affan and sofea... but, nadia will not celebrate with us this year.. "it's ok la NGEK (nadia)... ko balik gak nanti kan... hahahahaha.."
this year, i've used my own money to buy all the bajus... i've got one pink baju kurung and 3 new tops!!!! oopppss... shouldn't baju kurung be the ultimate baju?? why i jus bought one?? waaaa!!!! tension.. sebenarnye.. tops tu saye 'TER' beli.... hahahaha...
i have the intention to buy another baju kurung... but money constraint la... baju kurung is quite expensive you know... nowadays, it's hard to get baju kurung below 100... double tension...sigh~~~
nah.. forget about baju kurung... i'm planning to buy tudung and also maybe a little souvenir for the house... hahaha... budget banyak duit je kan... at least i have the intention... k la.. dat's all folks... see u when i see you... bye..

post bulan ramadhan..

hahahhaa... poyo je tajuk post ni....
ni mggu first pose... n banyak bende dah terjadi dalam diam...
tapi di bulan yang mulia ni, mmg byk dugaan kite kene tempuh..
byk bende kite kene tahan n sabar.. syukur atas ape yang kite ade..
x bley tamak!!! dat's the key word...
hmmm... redha atas segalanye... but dun put urself down.. always have a positive thinking...
pray to god that i have a better future ahead..
neway, i am currently working on my final year project..
"Piezoelectric of ZnO thin film as source of energy"... quite challenging compared to senior's project before.. so, ireally have to work hard on it.. i really need my head back to focus..
mid term exam is just around the corner.. n i still feel sleepy at class... i've taken spirulina already, but it could not help... maybe i need stronger pill... waaa... please God help me!! i'm hoping for another 'dean list' this sem... so i can get scholarships to do master insyaAllah...
maaf saye maybe ter'poyo' skejap.. but, that's my aim for now.. wish me the best of luck,k??

wish me luck -_=

well... believe it or not...
i have futsal tournament dis evening!!!!!
i represent my department.. we've been practicing really hard... n our coaches are the best coaches ever!!!
we hope for the best insyaAllah...
wish me luck,k???:P

poligami...

pak su kesayangan kitorang adek beradek (sebab bagi banyak duit raye) dah kawin lain!!!! no... umur die dah lebih kurang 55 tahun n auntie baru kitorang umo 30-an... maybe same age with my oldest sister... n dis marriage is not fully blessed by all the family... family kitorang belah kluang ramai yang boikot... for me and my family, we are neutral... my family went to the ceremony this afternoon which took place in masjid wilayah.. but i dun join my family coz i've work to do.. but when i asked my sisters... "Weyh.. macam mane pengantin pompuan?? Lawa x??" they just smile or i could say smirking smile kinda thing... they asked me to look at the picture taken...
and when i see the pictures............
"Owh... hmmm..." hahahaha...
nak cakap lawa x la... nak cakap hodoh pun x... she looks like liza hanim kot.. hitam2 manis gitu..
n she looks young!!!! my uncle hair is already white but his wife??? goshh....
suddenly i think about his first wife... Our auntie narimah... how is she rite now... she went to indonesia... but still, how is her feeling?? will she cry?? i mean... they've been married for sooooooo long.. they have one grandchild oledi...
n looking at the gift my family got from the ceremony.. "Nora <3 Ma'arof "... Waaaaaaa..... i feel like i'm going to puke...
i've said before me n my family are neutral but still, in a way i do feel uneasy about dis...but, the wedding has been a success... may Allah blessed the whole family.... after all, uncle atim is still our uncle no matter what..:)

confuse

sometimes kite akan rase bosan.
sometimes kite akan rase it just ain't enuf..
sometimes kite akan rase ingin mencuba benda baru..
sometimes...
but if we think everything all over again... if we think rationally and wisely... that 'sometimes' is merely our own desires that will never be enuf..
i had dis feeling before and i have it right now.. AGAIN.
trying my best not to fall into dis desires..
putting myself back into where it suppose to be..
confuse??
kinda..
trying to convince myself dat what i have rite now is enuf.. i dun need changes.. no, not right now..
why dis happened?? dun ask.. i dun have the answer..
what am i writting dis about?? dun ask... i dun want to answer..
i just want to express my confussion.. dats all..

special for my AZUAN SHAH..

hubby!!!! happy birthday!!!! i know you're busy and i'm kinda busy too...:P just wanna be the first one to wish to you although ur birthday is actually tomorrow... hahahaha... i really want to see u dis weekend...:( neway, dis is just a piece of ur present!!! love u always...

You're not alone, together we stand,

I'll be by your side, u know i'll take ur hand,

when it gets cold and it feels like the end,

there's no place to go, u know i won't give in,

no, i won't give in.

Keep holding on,

Cause u know we'll make it through, we'll make it through,

Just stay strong,

Cause u know i'm here for u, i'm here for u,

There's nothing u could say, nothing u could do,

There's no other way when it comes to the truth,

So keep holding on,

Cause u know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away, I wish u were here,

before it's too late this could all disappear,

before the door's closed and it comes to an end,

with u by my side i will fight and defend,

i'll fight and defend.

Hear me when i say when i say, i believe,

nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny,

whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly.

happy birthday hubby!!!

it's not a good sign..

why on earth did i feel dis?? recently, my adrenaline keep on rushing in... i dun know why but i think it's not a good sign.. i will go back to uia i know dat.. but i dun think it is the reason behind all these... there must be something wrong... maybe my system already broke down.. (joking.. minta dijauhkan..) is it because of my final training report?? nah.. i already settle dat one.. waarrghhhhhhhh... i need my doctor now.. i dun like dis feeling... i dun want dis!!!!! hope it will fade away soon... can't wait to study and become busy again.. maybe dats the only way to make this feeling go away..

pejam mate. jgn bace post ni..

saye sepatutnye menulis report industrial training yang perlu disiapkan dgn kadar segera..
tapi kenape saye tulis report kat dlm blog??
kenape saye dok edit2 blog saye ni??
kenape saye kluar tadi??
kenape saye dok msg2 orang ni??
owh.. saye tau kenape...
sebab saye dapat softcopy orang lain punye report..
shhh.. saye dah cakap jangan bace post ni..
skarang korang pun dah berkongsi dosa sebab berkomplot same... hahahahahaha...

.....................

skarang mood saye ialah MARAH. sgt. sgt3x.. i feel like crying.. n most of the time when i need that 'someone', he isn't there.. azuan shah ismail WHERE R U???!!!!!! apesal kol x angkat???? @$%$%..
n to the person who made me angry... TAHNIAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dun know what 2 say.... u really dun appreaciate me are u??? dari dulu sampai skarang, sume bende yang saye buat sume salah... boleh x jage hati saye ni sket... i tried my very best to not make u sad or angry.... ape salah saye lagi?? kalo bley, tolong listkan awal2, n i hope i can fix it... n sorry for everything i did.

buhbye erican...

finally... one of my nightmare will soon go away.. buhbye erican language centre... hahaha.. i've been working as a part timer in erican for almost 3 months.. n finally tomorrow is my last day..
although i only worked for weekends but it left me with thousands of memories (good and bad) *and most of the time, bad.*
i worked as a front desk.. i have to pick up calls, prepare files, books, cd for the teachers... to open and close the centre... receive any payments from the students... and also to become a 'maid' for some students...
i've been paid RM5 per hour.. and normally i got RM 175 per month.. okla, since i only work during weekends..
i've been scolded for wasting A4 papers... i've been treated as i dun know anything, as i dun understand english... i've been treated as a maid..(open n close the car's door + carry her bag for this little student).. people talked about me in mandarin... haiisyyy... so many... sobsobsob...
but there are also good memories in erican.. i got many chinesse frens Ms. June, Ms.Wong, Carrie and Lee..
Ms. June said i've been really2 good and helpful.. and she feels so sad that i'm leaving.. she also said i have a very good memory!! wahh.. dis is the 1st time people told me that..
and also the young learners... wah.. i will surely miss them.. they always play games with me..
unique thing is, they sometimes speak mandarin and i can understand them!!
haahahha..
well tomorrow i will leave erican at 2.30pm sharp.. bubbye erican... thank you for everything...:)

pleaseee... (ayat imran bile nak ambik gambar instead of cheeessseeee...)

olaaa... saje je nak mengupdate blog.. today i got mc.. so, dis is the chance to update my blog.. hahahaha... x de benda nak cakap, just want to share few of my photos here.. gambar2 yang sempat diambil ketika saye berada di luar penjara UIA selama 3 bulan ni...



ni time keje part time kat erican language centre.. boss x de.. so ape lagi..:P



kat alamanda.. jalan2 jap ngan yayang..



ni saje je nak sakat budak lelaki ni.. die pemalu sangat.. so kitorang pun paksa die ambik gambar.. btw, die budak myanmar.. same2 keje time aku praktikal kat genetec..



hahahah.. poyo jap.. ni gambar time praktikal kat genetec.. aku tgh check dimension gune mesin favourite aku ni.. name die digimar machine..



sofea.. x tau la die ni ikut muke sape.. norli ke wajik ek??



imran n bapak die.. same2 senget..:P



our beautiful monster!!



abang sayang adik... aceceh..

x tau yang mane satu...

people!!!!!!!
plzz help me to choose....
saye sgt suke kedua2 hp di atas...
n betul2 berhajat ingin memiliki salah satu (samsung corby pro/new lg cookies)...
corby is rm 899 once, but recently i asked, the price has gone up oledi to rm1099.. damn.. i should buy earlier..
lg is rm930 but i can get rm900..
not only that, lg has 5mp, wifi, mp4, gps and 3 inch display...
corby has slide feature which make it looks more coolio... hahaha..
hmmm..
hah!!!
i think i oledi got the answer..
heheheheh...
afterall this is why writting blog is good.. u write all the things u want to say and all the problems u have and eventually the problem is solved!!!
its funny how things work, i asked opinion from whom i dun know but b4 they could answer i oledi solve the problem..
hahaha.. how cool is dat??
hahahha..
kenape ske sangat ni liyana..
hehehhe... maybe sebab ayah saye support rm200 untuk beli hp?? hahahahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.... ADEN X CAYO!!!!!! apesal ayah tibe2 murah hati ni.... neway, thanx dad!!! HARHARHARHARHARHAR.... HUAHUHAUHAUHAUHAUHUA...

x paham..

hari ni terlampau banyak emosi yang dikeluarkan sehingga otak dah konpius.. what actually do i feel today?? rase hati sangat x sedap..
a) bersalah..- dah janji tapi saye terpakse cancelkan..
b) malu + happy.. - sebab yayang buat surprise kat opis saye..(bukan saye je yg surprise.. sume orang pun surprise gak ngan kehadiran bunga di post guard)
c) takut - sebab saye curi2 potostat dokumen opis..
d) gelabah - sebab saye x prepare pape pun lagi untuk presentation..

kesimpulannye, too many emotions spoil ur mood for dat day.. but i really appreciate yayang's effort to win my heart.. thanks..:)

I'LL MEET YOU THERE..

If we could sit together a moment
And talk forever just to pass the time
I would smile as the shivers and chills
Run down my spine
And your eyes are locked on mine
Oh, we’ll fill the metro skies with country air
And when you close your tired eyes
I’ll meet you there

If we could just be immobile for some time
And finally figure out the way we feel
About the missing puzzle pieces and cloudy question marks
That still look a bit surreal
Oh, I tend to disappear
Here and there
So concentrate and you’ll feel me
Everywhere
And we’ll fill the metro skies with country air
If you’re lost when you close your eyes
I’ll meet you there

TO YAYANG, WHENEVER I'M BUSY BUT AT THE SAME TIME U FEEL LONELY AND NEED SOMEONE BESIDES U...

I MIGHT NOT BE AS GOOD AS WHAT U EXPECTED..
I MIGHT NOT BE SO LOVING LIKE OTHERS..
I MIGHT NOT BE SO CHEERFUL EVERYDAY..
I MIGHT HAVE MADE MISTAKES AT THE PAST..

BUT IN YOU..
I SEE MY FUTURE...

U ALWAYS ASK ME WHETHER I LOVE U OR NOT..
EVEN THE QUESTIONS MAY BE A VERY BASIC AND SIMPLE QUESTIONS...
IT'S THE TOUGHEST QUESTIONS 4 ME TO ANSWER..
BECAUSE I DUN KNOW HOW TO PUT IT INTO WORDS..

ALTHOUGH IT SOUNDS AWKWARD..
ALTHOUGH I HAVE TO LOWER MY EGO...
I JUST WANT TO SAY..

I'M SO SORRY FOR WHAT I DID TO YOU
I HOPE WE COULD BE TOGETHER AS ONE..
I HOPE WE COULD RELY ON EACH OTHER..
NO ONE SHOULD COME ACROSS US AGAIN..
PROMISE..

cikgu bm...

wahahahhaha...
i still could not believe this!!! i'm a bahasa melayu teacher!!! it's not just me, everyone besides me also didn't believe this for sure...
what did i taught them?? well sometimes i teach tatabahasa which i find it difficult and karangan...
i just finished making exam questions.. and i think my students can tackle this paper with hands down insyaAllah...
there were times when they ask me questions and i don't know the answer..
hahahah.. for example... peribahasa like laksana mabuk gadung... and hidung belang... for god sake, i've never heard any of those b4!!! n like always i will tell them the same thing.. "nanti saye cari jawapan die eh.." hehehhe... but i did search for the answers... it's my responsibility anyways...
till then.. cikgu liyana wants to sign out.. dada~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

be strong my dear..

i just got a bad news from my yayang.. he told me that his father got demam denggi.. he went straight away back home after hearing dis news... neway yayang... be strong.. jage ayah awak baik2.. i'm here wishing and praying all the best for your family.. :)

please.... not my house again...

to all robbers in malaysia... please rob anyone house's but not mine!!!! semalam rumahku di masuki perompak lagi... dah berape kali dah ni?? tolongla... my family already grew tired!!!! and the robbers get wilder nowadays... semalam diorang datang merompak pkul 8 pagi... dat time i just arrive at my office.. n in the house were lisa (maid), sofea (norli's baby), imran (norli's son 3 years old) and my mom... my dad went out to pasar dat morning..
the story begins when lisa keluar sidai baju and like always the kitchen door will be left open.. then this two makhlukot (plural for makhluk), enter the house.. my mom was upstairs, just finished taking bath and was trying to find shirt in her wardrobe and suddenly she screams..
"PENCURI!!!!! ADE ORANG MASUK RUMAH!!!!! TOLONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
pencuri tu terus acu pisau (which is our's) kat leher my mom and ragut my mom's necklace.. then he took my father's bag full of our cafe's money collection and went downstairs.. $^*&(*()()_)_.... panjang sangatla.. semput plak nak menaip.. xpela.. sampai sini je la.. hahahahha...but alhamdulillah no one is injured... and we didn't make police report at all.. because we already got fed up and tired...
actually really tired.. when i heard dis news, i just feel shocked for about 1 hour, then i can laugh like normal again..
tapi dat doesn't mean that i didn't care... i do care... but to all robbers no matter what level you are in now, amateur or a proffesional............
please dun go to my house again... my mum and dad are growing older... please have mercy to them...

money lai lai...

cantik x hp ni.... my dream hp and i'm gonna buy it somedays... i've been working really hard to get extra money lately.. really hard.. everyday i will do over time (OT).. setiap hari balik pukul 11 malam.. n every saturday, i'll do part time as a teacher in a tuition centre.. after finish teaching then i will rush to the Erican Language Centre coz i work as a clerk there for saturday n sunday... huhuhuhu... hebat x.. i dun mind if my back sore, my feet sore coz i know the payment is really good and i'm still young i have the energy.. hahaha.. besides i get extra experience too n dis indirectly can be added in my resume later.. obviously, i can buy more than jus dis hp.. (wink2) hmm... nak beli ape lagi ek? hahaha...
tetapi di sebalik kesibukan yang melanda.. i learn something new n important.. yes very important.. n i would love to share it with u guys....
i work at quality control department n i do inspection thingy.. n the company asked me to wear uniform which when i wear it i 'll look like minah kilang.. but i dun mind wearing it.. i wear it proudly.. but there is one problem.. other's minded about minah kilang..
there was a time when i wear this uniform and go inside a kedai runcit.. i want to buy sweets.. i ask the pakcik..
"pakcik, ade plastik x??"
"nak buat ape??!!" with angry tone..
"saye nak beli gule2.."
"3 biji 20 sen."
then i started counting..
"seringgit 15 biji!!"
like i dun know how to count..
i then give him the plastic full of sweets..
punyela die x percaye..
die bley kluarkan sume gule2 tu balik n count by himself!!
tolong la pakcik, jgn pandang rendah la kat saye n to any minah kilang also.. we got money.. it's not like we want to steal all the sweets!! ingat kitorang ni batak sgt ke??
bukan pakcik ni je.. banyak dah.. asal sy nak pg lunch je.. layanan yang diberi sgt la buruk.. termasuk la pekerja kat kedai mamak.. aduii aii.. penat la macam ni..
that' s the normal routine during weekdays.. weekends?? hampeh.. same je.. keje part time jadi clerk..lagi la..
keje kat english language centre the first requirement that they want is that u can speak english fluently.. n alhamdulillah i got the job easily.. as a clerk.. n students that went there are mostly have terrible english problem.. kebanyakkannye cine cokia.. they speak mandarin most of the time..
if they want to talk to me they will use 8th octave tone.. n of coz they speak bahasa with me coz they dun know my ability.. the teachers also treat me this way.. (only my boss speaks english with me)..
the teachers.. yeah.. sometimes they just throw papers in front of my face.. n kadang2 tu mengumpat me in english.. what @$$^8... they think i'm stupid???!!! the students..?? worst.. mengumpat in mandarin.. then told me that i'm lazy.. if i ask them question (for the sake of being friendly), they will jus answer a little n then jeling... as if i dun have the rights to talk to them.. fine.. next time i will show them what i've got.. hahhaha.. dun think that working as a clerk is a low class job.. i will show them my ability.. just wait n see.. dun judge me by my uniform or my job!!!
hanye tuhan je yang tau betape saye tersangat makan hati dgn sikap masyarakat kite skarang ni.. tapi x pe liyana... selagi kite bley sabar, kite SABAR je la.. asalkan duit masuk.. :P

x tahan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

penat, penat, penat!!!!!! now i know what it feels like when i'm working!!! i go to work at 8 am and go back at 11pm.. 15 hours a day.. can u imagine that?? waa.. gile ke ini company.... there are loads of work that must be done and most of it are urgent... but, i think i'm getting use of it... kalo inilah suratannye untuk bergelar engineer... i can handle this!!! yes i can!! (no u can't.. baru 3 hari keje dah sakit2 blakang) wawwaawaaa!!!!! help me!!!!!!!!
but i have fun.. i'm working in quality control department... so many drawings to see.. so many product to check.. so many machines can be use.. and so many guys too!!!! hahahah..
keje kat kilang la katekan... what is more fun is i got lots of attention there la.. i just have to open a door to go to the toilet, then all the guys will shout just like they saw me as Siti Nurhaliza... company ni memang gila... i'm scared to be the centre of attraction... cewah..hahaha.. kidding.. not only me.. my girl frens also experienced the same thing..
i have 3 myanmar frens now.. tapi rapat dgn sorang ni je.. his name is TIN... hahahha.. klakar.. otak pun dah macam dented tin... hahaha.. he is my partner.. we share the same table.. he can speak bahasa quite fluent.. sgt kagum..
tapi ayat die tunggang terbalik.. i love to make fun of him.. hahahaha.. n mulut die sangat manis...
dis person is really dangerous.. seriously... sekejap puji comel, sekejap puji mate cantik, sekejap nak balik same2... adui aii.. pening la ini macam..
P/s: to yayang, he is not my taste... jangan risaw...( tapi perlu risaw jgak sebenarnye cos i spent 15 hours a day with him si mulut manis..)
neway, that's it.. this is all about my new life in Genetec Technology Berhad.. ~tata~

aku budak "bahan".. got any problem wit dat??

post ni ditujukan untuk seseorang.. coz i cannot tell him straight to the face, so here it goes..

well, i'm material engineering student...
so what??
n i hate narrow-minded person like u..
u always underestimate me whether u realize it or not ...
tell u what..
u should be ashamed for ur self..
u're too proud to be an engineering student but u have ZERO knowledge about it..
too proud of your own world...
too proud with ur oil n gas-industry-dream!!!
hey wake up!!
engineering is not only about oil n gas..
it's wider than dat!!
n stop bugging me about ur oil n gas thingy..
i once asked u about the most important part in oil n gas industry..
n u could not answer it...
what a shame..
i may not know much about engineering either but at least i dun nag about it as much as u did..

fuhh.. selesai!!

takut...

saye sedang takut..

but not becoz of xm which i'm sitting right now..

it's becoz of the working life dat i'm going to face right after i finished my xm..

hahaha.. poyo jap.. actually not the real working life la... i'm talking about my practical...

i already been acceptd by genetec technology berhad... di bangi.. so, i will be stayin at home...

weee~~~~~

ape yang menakutkan adalah... they already sent me a letter telling me that i should start work at 8.30 and finished at 6!!! gosh.... lame gile... itupun kalo diorang bagi balik on time... n i think my boss and most of the officer are Chinese... n the company is actually a manufacturer of electronc parts... i will be assigned as assistant in quality control which is so much related to what i'm learning right now.. hahaha.. really hope that i can gain loads of experience there la.. that's the most important thing..

till then... dada~~

exam...

yesterday i have a very3x good day with mr. azuan shah...
we did nothing much.. no movies, no bowling, no ice skating, n no shopping...
ianya adalah disebabkan fenomena "money evaporation"...harharhar.. no money, no activity... but its one of the best day.. we just have a walk to the curve... jalan2 sampai kaki sakit, makan, n balik... tapi kami byk berborak... setelah berborak, kami mendapati cara kami belajar sangat jauh berbeza..

liyana's principle:
1) i will study what i want to study not what i have to study regardless the date line..
2) i will study with music on
3) i will study untill 3 am when there is xm or quiz tomorrow..
4) i have lack of focus.. after every 1 page that i've read, i will stop and play games..
5) after several hours, when there is a bug disturbing me when i'm studying, i will stop n play with the bug..
6) i must sleep after subuh prayer..
7) when final xm come, i will act the same as if it is quiz.. no extended hour for studying.. ngeee:P 3am is the limit and i will get up at 9.30am..

azuan shah's principle:
1) he will study according to schedule...
2) no music is allowed
3) when there is quiz, he will study up to 12 or 1am and continue after subuh prayer..
4) very focus, only play games when finished everything.
5) will not entertain anybody including me when its time to study
6) has the ability to study after subuh prayer
7) when final xm come, he will try the very hard to get A.. sometimes he will only sleep for 3 hours..

yeah... so much different... but i will try to follow azuan shah's principle starting tomorrow..
tapi satu je yang saye x bley nak ikut...
leps subuh, mate saye mmg x bley nak bukak..
hahahaha... x pe.. i will try for this coming xm!!!! chaiyok!!

nabila's engagement...

todayisnabila'sengagement with fadil... n i'm her 'mak andam'... there are 11 dulang from pihak lelaki n 9 from us... yes dat's right.. kitorang x cukup lagi 4 dulang coz pihak lelaki secare tibe2 menaikkan jumlah dulang mereka..... hahahahha... n mengikut perjanjian, mereka akan bernikah setahun setengah lagi kot... tapi depends... the sooner the better...:)

last but not least, gambar affan dan atuknye yang kepenatan dan kepanasan selepas selesai majlis...

meluncur...

hehehe... last saturday i went out with my yayang to sunway pyramid for ice skating!!! kami dah x tau ape lagi aktiviti yang menarik bley dilakukan bersame... although it's quite expensive, but i think it's worth it... we had fun together n now we had the pain... disebabkan saye yang x brape reti meluncur n at the same time i dun want to fall, saye telah menarik tgn azuan sekuat-kuatnye... n now my left arm really hurt.. maybe becoz of the muscle buildup... ngehehehehe... tapi ape yang paling best... I DID NOT FALL EVEN ONCE!!!! hehehehe... neway, thanx yayang coz tahan dgn genggaman yang sangat kuat... harharhar...

bzzzzzzzzzzzzz................

here is my schedule starting tonight:(

31/1/10 :will be back to uia after 1 week of break... study time coz tomorrow i will have a quiz and unfortunately it is the the KILLER subject...

1/2/10 :Ceramic Quiz.. yeah... hate it...

8/2/10 :Mid term xm for Mechanical Forming and Machining.... 2 lecturer for dis one subject.. how cruel is that??? It's killing me... wekkk!!!

10/2/10 :Midterm xm for Corrosion.. well,seriously... I LOVE dis subject!!!!

17/2/10 :Midterm for Ceramic... hahahahha... lalalallalala...

p/s: i dun know when is my xm for Polymeric Materials.... hahaha.. frankly speaking.... i dun care....

nerves for being artistic